nepenthean's Diaryland Dream Diary



i was sitting outside of an apartment pool with a friend and his young son, watching people swimming and being filmed for a show about diving. tons of people were in the pool already, and the host of the show motioned for me to try out. i didn't want to, though; i wanted to sit on the side and play with the kid. i looked at a guy mid-way through a cannonball and thought, "no, i don't want strangers seeing me that way." my friend went in the house to lie down, and i followed him. it seems that i wanted to be his partner, but since we didn't have that kind of relationship i just sat on the bed and pined.

12:10 p.m. - 2005-10-11


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